Thursday, July 30, 2015

Europe trip

I'm too lazy to write,
And I bet, you are too lazy to read.

So, just scroll down and stare ;)

Harrods, London


we're going to ride tube xD


Chicken citrus, Marrakesh

It's a cold nite XD

Wollaton park, Notts

hello, sunshine!



so peaceful :)


follow my footsteps, i will lead to de right path ;)

Do u wanna build a snowman?

Wollaton Hall - the place where batman filmed the scene

Wassup London :)

Big Ben

Eye of London


Glendalough, Dublin




let's explore manchester babyy xD

amazing place to shop yeah

around the Leeds 

four musketeers

qtpies <3 td="">

it's windy + cold day !



3 pounds baby 

lets us stroll here~

wish you were here



goodbye birminghan

let's swayy 


tranquility overload




snowy day, my lips and feet are totally numb

0 degree at  Notts

chicken and cheese on snowy day

freaking cold

can't wait to explore you, Dublin xD



kak awi's feeding me w her burfday cake


ponder

park during dawn






alwee castle



wat are u looking at yeah


gud place w gud ppl :)



manage to snap this pic on bus during our way to Cliff of Moher

awwwh i just love the greenery scenery here in Galway

peace.love.live.


another awkward post 

<3 td="">



on the rock




let's stop for a while and take a picture 






Cliff of Mohers baby!

i fall in luv with  this fascinating amazing scenery of Ire

the wind was beyondly strong during that day


3 out of 9 peeps


can u see the cliff? believe me, it was so hard to go there :)


they are a step backward or im just a step forward?


i wish to come here again 




castle on the cliff :)

i wanna have a time machine to go back here

the weather was just tooo cold, freaking cold it is

peaceee


picnic on a cold weather, fun it is


Trinity College Dublin


the best butlers hot chocolate eva at Dublin

glendalough has amazing view

stick together

hai Notts, ur beautiful :)






in the park



big tree in front of Nottingham University







great day at Notts


There's like thousads of pictures but these are the one that I like the most, haha.
The trip was beyondly amazing. It's been ages since we can have this fascinating trips.
Wow, we're all growing up so rapidly. Time flies!
Besides that, London is the city of fashion! You MUST be a shopaholic if you live there!
and Ireland, incredibily a beautiful country :)
Enjoyed my holidays though, and I hope you're the same!
xx

PS: Click the picture for a better quality.

23thJan-1stFeb '15




Wednesday, July 29, 2015

REGRETS.

Yesterday I turned out loud AVICII
today, secondhand serenade is on
Replay~

It was the day I came back after the 9-days trip
to the place I used to wake up every morning.

It was the first time we both ever talked since then
really, many things have changed
I'm not surprised because it was the same for me, too.

Staring at the buildings and people of the city
moving through the clear window
with music so loud
figuring out, thinking.

There are approximately at least one
unfortunate person in every second
who was hopeless
decided to end it, this life
I'm not afraid to tell that I was
thinking someday that I could be the one.

As for hazel graze (The Fault In Our Star)
I'm a Grenade
there were so many, too many things
bursting, wandering around
chemicals (emotions) mixing, adding up
waiting to explode
I couldn't help but to shed a tear.

For real, I've never turn up to someone
crying or sharing my problems
Not because I don't want,
but because there was no someone
No one seems to be there or care
I don't blame them though,
because if it was me, I won't too.

But I'm afraid, what if this will stay
Forever?

Because everyone else seems to be okay
They can continue those conversations
They have identities
They have something
They are extraordinary.

And then, there's me,
the kid who got nothing.

Though,
There's this one picture I've always imagine
A Y-shaped intersection
Two different ways
And that I'm in the middle
Hesitating to decide
Will I be able to turn back
If I was wrong ?
Is there any chance of going back to
the middle when I took a step front?

I thought of every little things
that may help me relax
But there's always a battle inside of me
No, it's the other way around
Yes, you should do that
No, what would people say
No, don't care what other people say.

I don't expect anyone to understand
Because I don't, neither,

Regrets.
One day when I read these
30TH JULY.



chasing vision.

Shadows settle on the place, that you left
Our minds are troubled by the emptiness
Destroy the middle, it's a waste of time
From the perfect start, to the finish line.

And if you're still breathing, you're the lucky ones
Cause most of us are heaving through corrupted lungs
Setting fire to our insides for fun
Collecting names of the lovers that went wrong
The lovers that went wrong.

We are the reckless
We are the wild youth
Chasing visions of our future
One day we we'll reveal the truth
That one will die before he gets there.

And if you're still bleeding, you're the lucky ones
Cause most of our feelings, they are dead and they are gone
We're setting fire to our insides for fun
Collecting pictures from the flood that wrecked our home
It was a flood that wrecked this home.

Well I've lost it all, I'm just a sillhouette
A lifeless face that you'll soon forget
My eyes are damp from the words ou left
Ringing in my head, when you broke my chest
Ringing in my head, when you broke my chest.


Daughter - Youth


Thursday, July 9, 2015

Results!

Assalamualailaikum and hai dear followers :)

It has been a decade i dont update my blog since I am short of time. Furthermore, after entering university life for about 2 years, I realized no matter how much I miss to update my blog, I have to resist my desire to update it. And right now, Im on my summerbreak which is about 3 months and half. Heaven I could say right :D

So, firstly, back to the main topic, I have just finished my second year study in dentistry at Egypt all praised to Allah. I have any plan during my holidays, so thats why i plan to update my blog in spite of improving my English skills.

So, recently I've got my second year dentistry result. I've got mumtaz, I cant be no more happy than knowing that I can make my parents proud and happy of me. Yes, to reminiscene back what I've been through for almost a year during my second year study. It was hard, indeed. But all of these obstacles disappear as a dust once I get flying colour results. I believe without Allah's help and doa from my beloved and without my usaha sendiri especially, I cant get mumtaz.

So, here's my achievement :


  • Dental Materials : mumtaz
  • General Anatomy : mumtaz
  • Physiology : mumtaz
  • Histology : mumtaz
  • English : mumtaz
  • Sirah Nabawiyah : mumtaz
  • Hadith : mumtaz
  • Quran :  mumtaz
  • Dental Anatomy : jayyid jiddan
  • Biochemistry : jayyid jiddan
  • Tafseer : jayyid jiddan
I believe that no one would read my posts but who cares I just want to improve my English skills. So thats all byee