good memories.

I miss travelling.
For these past two months, being busy with the kuliah and others commitment,
I cannot even have a proper vacation and rest.
Hoping that someday I would be able to travel all aroud the world
and can take all the good things from other countries, insya Allah.

Awh and the picture above is at Notts if Im not mistaken :)

Hope.

No matter how hard it is
You feel like giving up halfway
Look back.
Look how you can survive all this while
Allah will not burden a soul beyond what he/ she can bear.

I know its hard
It is hard for me too
But you gotta do it 
Because it is the only choice that you have.

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On Thursday, I had ODs and CBs lab for about 6 hours. We have to make reductions and cavities during the lab sessions. I had never complain or sigh doing my work. I enjoyed doing these things right from the first class. 

But not on that day. I need to make five requirements for CBs. I worked till my back and phalanges hurt, but never have I complain. Doing my works patiently, hoping that someday I can make reductions of tooth more perfect than lecturer's. Amin :)

It was a tiring day, indeed. Maybe because I am doing my requirements at eleventh hour. Pheww I really have to change my way of planning. I usually make some jokes and chatted happily with my partner. But she can notice how I am being silent on that day no matter I tried to hide my expressions.

However, no matter how hard it is. Do not give up. Always remind yourself  that you have to sacrifice everything in order to get one thing which is precious to you. Yes this is the life cycle that we need to endure.. 

Always tajdid your intention. You study not to pass the exams only but to gain knowledge in order to make it easier for your future course :) You wanna help the needies so you have to learn by heart, digest the knowledge till the end. You must not remember the knowledge only on exams. After exams, you will easily forgot all the details. Nauzubillah :(

Hectic day.

Today marks the most hectic day in a week. Starting with pathology lab, microbiology, and pharmacology at medic's faculty and I rushed to dentistry's faculty for Al-Quran's session. Phewww the distances between the two faculties are unjokeable I tell ya.

I made some  differences  to myself to face this hectic day. I will neither stay up nor wake up early to revise my revisions. I would ensure that Ive got 6 hours of deep sleep. Not skip breakfast and others.

Just to ensure that I can focus 100% at class. Anyway, to achieve success is not easy I tell ya :') We have to sacrifice everything in order to gain one thing. Do not lose hope to all my friends and me too.

Always remind yourself to tajdid niat. You learn not because you want to pass the exams. You learn to gain new knowledge in order for you to make it easier for your future course. InsyaAllah everything will be alright ;)

Convocation '16

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Yesterday was history, but it had left a deep meaning to my heart. Seniors's graduation day. I was impressed by them , students who were able to finish their studies successfully. Seeing them wearing those huge robes with round hats , how can I not teared up? Deep inside of my heart, I vowed to wear them gracefully in front of my family, insyaAllah 3 years to go :')

Many ppl from all Nation came to the Salah Kamil's hall.Their faces were glowy and shining brightly. They smiled broadly. Yes of course they would be up on cloud nine on this special event. Who doesn't, right?

I as one of the Representatives of Food and Beverages, did my chores. I was very busy going upstairs and  downstairs,back and forth to the cafe and vvip rooms to ensure that everything was running smoothly. Sometimes i peeked at the graduaters. Some were having breakfast w their families, some were chatting and giggling w their friends while others were nervous to wait for their turn.

Alhamdulillah the convo ended smoothly. We take a lot of pictures as memories. For the short post, I apologized as I am running out of ideas to write on this evening cloudy day :p

Surely will write a good one sometimes insyaAllah.

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The Almighty knows.

The words you cannot utter 

But keep in your heart.

The pain and sorrow hidden

Never doubt that His help is on the way. 

Praiseful.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Last night, after finishing the PAD Program at Darul Hamka, Echa and me went to hadiqoh to finish up our Microbs homeworks. It was a cloudy and windy night plus me wearing only a piece of cloth without sweater. You feel me rite when a cup of hot syai does not feel hot anymore in my throat. That was how the weather can be described :)
Believe me, it is not the peak of winter but early winter. •.•

Back to the story, I craved for crispy chicken crepe later. We went to pizza iman and bought two crepes. Aww the taste was marvellous and perfectly fit with my appetite. You can say that I enjoyed the food too much when your friend realize that you smiled broadly when eating that.

It was late at night after fulfilled our stomach. We walked to our house. Otw I am happened to see a man( he looks matured) otp with his friend maybe. And he is really really small. I thought maybe he has abnormality in his anterior parathyroid gland that lead to a dwarfism.

I ponder to myself. Suddenly I felt so sad. How can I who is perfectly perfect, have complete pencaindera yet still not thankful enough to Allah. Still want more. Meanwhile, outside there were too many ppl who are praiseful and proud with their weakness and live peacefully.

Yes, Allah tak tengok pun orang tu lawa ke tak, pandai ke tak, baik ke tak untuk Dia masukkan kita ke dalam syurga. Allah tak pandang pun semua tu. Hanya amalan-amalan jariah yang kita buat kat dunia nie yang Allah nilai. Let's collect the pahala together so we can go to Jannah together :')

Sedangkan orang luar yg cacat, yg kurang upaya boleh bersyukur dan bahagia dengan hidup mereka, why not us? So, kadang2 we should lihat orang yg di bawah kita in order for us to reflect our life. Jgn tengok orang atas kita. Sampai bila tak bahagia kan? :)

So, I hope that weols can always be thankful to Allah, believe in Allah and always remember Him in everything we do. In everything that we do, utamakan Allah. Make Allah is priority to us. InsyaAllah with the remembrance of Allah, our heart is at peace.

Ive got a lot in my mind, but till now I should stop. Jiwa yang bahagia itu jiwa yang bersyukur :)

Tuesday
3/11(4.14am)

Random.

The moment when you accidentally delete your post which you had spent a lot of ideas and time to write on it. 
Senyum. Ada hikmah tu :) 

To be a better person.

Assalamualaikum wbt

So today, Ive got positive vibes from my friends and environments by pondering about this temporary life and eternal life hereafter.

CHANGE. It is a simple word but left a very deep meaning to me. This one general word could have variety meaning to other peeps.

I bet everyone in this world would love to change themselves to be a better person. Yeah same goes to me. :)

I wanna change my bad habits
I wanna wake up early in the morning
Go to university early
Active in the class
Not sleepy when lecturer teach in front
Prayer berjemaah with friend
Make a lot of sunnatullah
Smile to everyone
Polite with each other
No jealousy among friends
Can get mumtaz continuosly
Respect older people
And too many to mention i bet I cannot even finished my bucketlist tonight :p

So here we are. As an inperfect creation of Allah we demand for too many perfection. We wanna look perfect on peoples eyes but does Allah look at us in the same way? Indeed pleasing human is very difficult, pleasing Allah is the easiest. 

Arab Lughah Jannah.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

So today, I have learned something which can motivate me to explore the Arab Ammi in Egypt. Currently I am a preclinical 2nd year dentistry and guess what, I will enter clinical year next year. Time flies, right? 

So by having to deal with arabic, his teeth, behaviour and dx cultures, I guess I need to put a little more extra effort for my clinical year soon.

So Ive decided to enter ammi's class this year. InsyaAllah I can learn quickly if I tajdid niat to learn ammi. May single times I spent to gain knowledge will be rewarded by Allah. Aminnn.

time is gold?

Assalamualaikum wbt.

So here's my new post.
Time is gold?
Why does time has to fly so fast
I can still feel that it was yesterday I went back to Malaysia
Now it's already about 2 months Im here
How time flies :(