kisAs..sMid..k0spint ^.^

hurm

actually,, i c0nfused which sk0l sh0uld i g0 !

i dunn0 whether i can g0 t0 kisas yet =(

really,, it suck me n s0 tired n hate t0 wait 4 kisas rsult

de rsult's 0ut is really LATE !

de rsult mayb c0me 0ut dis week n nexweek

s0,, i hav' t0 stay at smid while waitin' 4 kisas rsult

but,, ma parents said

if i CANT GO t0 kisas,, they h0pe

i can switched t0 K0SPINT

it is bc0z k0spint is nearer t0 ma h0uz than SMID

n als0,, ma kazen n uncle are at there t0o

s0,, it will be m0re easier 4 me t0 g0 h0me

but,, i lyke SMID already

there's t0o many W0NDERFUL reminisce at there

but,, wat can i d0 ?!

ma parents ch0ice 0pp0site fr0m me

actually,, i afraid t0 deny their h0pe

c0z i afraid if i deny dat,, mayb i will l0se de great chance

c0z when i in standard 6

i juz f0ll0w ma father's f0otsteps when he 0rdered me t0 g0 t0 smid

eventh0ugh at dat tyme,, i really dun want

but i juz f0ll0w him

n alhamdulillah after 3 yers i've been here

i g0t a successness : 3o juz AQ n 9A pmr

h0w can i decide n0w :(

n als0,, i think it is juz 0kay if i g0 t0 k0spint

if i dun get kisas

but,, it a lil' hard 4 me t0 leave ma bel0ved at smid :(

bc0z 0f dat,, i d0 h0pe s0 much i can get KISAS !