To be a better person.

Assalamualaikum wbt

So today, Ive got positive vibes from my friends and environments by pondering about this temporary life and eternal life hereafter.

CHANGE. It is a simple word but left a very deep meaning to me. This one general word could have variety meaning to other peeps.

I bet everyone in this world would love to change themselves to be a better person. Yeah same goes to me. :)

I wanna change my bad habits
I wanna wake up early in the morning
Go to university early
Active in the class
Not sleepy when lecturer teach in front
Prayer berjemaah with friend
Make a lot of sunnatullah
Smile to everyone
Polite with each other
No jealousy among friends
Can get mumtaz continuosly
Respect older people
And too many to mention i bet I cannot even finished my bucketlist tonight :p

So here we are. As an inperfect creation of Allah we demand for too many perfection. We wanna look perfect on peoples eyes but does Allah look at us in the same way? Indeed pleasing human is very difficult, pleasing Allah is the easiest. 

Arab Lughah Jannah.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

So today, I have learned something which can motivate me to explore the Arab Ammi in Egypt. Currently I am a preclinical 2nd year dentistry and guess what, I will enter clinical year next year. Time flies, right? 

So by having to deal with arabic, his teeth, behaviour and dx cultures, I guess I need to put a little more extra effort for my clinical year soon.

So Ive decided to enter ammi's class this year. InsyaAllah I can learn quickly if I tajdid niat to learn ammi. May single times I spent to gain knowledge will be rewarded by Allah. Aminnn.

time is gold?

Assalamualaikum wbt.

So here's my new post.
Time is gold?
Why does time has to fly so fast
I can still feel that it was yesterday I went back to Malaysia
Now it's already about 2 months Im here
How time flies :(

Friendship.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

One thing that concern me the most today. FRIENDS.

I have been far away from my family since I am 13yo. I know very well how friends can influence our life. How do I know? Because I have already experienced all type of sweet and sour of friendship(smile). 

Currently I am studying dentistry in Egypt. Being far far away from my family, guess who are the person whom I am closest to, always being with them, studying together, eating together and spend time a lot? They are like my second family here. Who are them? Friends :) Yes they are.

BUT, how was your reaction when they betray you at the back? When they pretend to be very polite and close to you in front, but mocking you at the back. It was sad right? Who doesnt hurt when we have friends like this :')

Once I have experienced one friend who is one of my "bestfriend". She is very close to me. Being together everywhere, anywhere and wherever. But someday, she shows me her truself. For two years of our friendship, she finally bombed out all of her unsatisfied things about me by a letter with 5 pages, with red ball pen. It was about 1/2 weeks before SPM examination. I couldn't even finished reading her letter because every word she said, is killing me. And it was harsh for me for someone who is my bestfriend.

So, please. Whoever I may have known for 20yo living in this world, please. Appreciate your friend. If you found someone who truly cares for you, dont ever leave her. Because a girl's heart is very fragile. Believe me, I am easily touched over a small little thing. Maybe that's why Allah has stated in Al-Quran to not ever hurt womens feelings.

Stay strong.

appreciation.

It's scary that one day we're going to have to live without out mother or father or brother or husband or wife. 

Or that one day we're going to have to walk this earth without our best friend by our side, or them without us. 

Appreciate your loved ones while you can, because non of us are going to be here forever.

champion.

To get up when you are down

to fight more intensely when you are struggling

to put in the extra effort when you are in sheer pain

to come back when nobody expects you to

and to stand tall when everyone is pulling you down

are what make a champion.

Apoorve Dubey

strong.

Definition of  "strong" :-

Strong doesn't mean
you never cry
you keep everything to yourself
and pretend to be okay

you can cry 
you can break
you can let someone know
and you can mess up
all that matters is that no matter
what life throws at you
you get back up and keep fighting
that's what being strong is.

08.08

throwback.

23th June '15 :-

As my final written exam has finished, I rushed towards the renthouse. I began to pack all the necessities and put them into a small luggage. The weather outside was cold, windy and dark. Upon arriving at Cairo airport at night, my mind flew away. It was actually beyondly exciting to begin my winterbreaks.

xxxxx

I boarded Turkish Airlines. The destination was Dublin, Ireland but I transitted at Istanbul for about 2 hours.

Arriving at Dublin Airport, OMG the weather was freaking cold. I can feel the numbness on my phalanges and my lips. I board the bus to go to Galway. Nawhh the bus was amazingly cool with the free wifi and a very polite bus driver.

the bus that i board

the weather was freaking cold on noon

After about 3 hours on the bus, finally I have reached Galway. This city is much more smaller than Dublin. The main attractions here are NUI, Cliffs of Moher, Dunguaire Castle, Alwee Cave, Poulnabrone Thomb and others. So, here is where I stay during my two nights at Galway.

mostly the house in this area are shaped like these. cool rite?

dining room, simple and nice one *twothumbsup

this one is the kitchen. spacious, and i bet we can cook all day in this spacious room :p

the dining room from this angle

this one is the main door to go outside

park

After finishing our prayers and rest for a while, my friends and I went to NUI and Corrib River, leaded by our friends in Galway. At that time, it was already dawn, and we cannot go to many places due to the darkness and we ourselves were tired for not having much sleep keke. 

Upon arriving at Corrib river, woahh I was completely stunned, gazing at the beautiful scenery and the calm river. How about the weather? Cooold too much I bet I cannot overcome this cold weather even if I wear 10 clothes inside >.<

Hello sunshine

my travelmates

Corrib river

creation of Allah <3 br="">

After strolling around Corrib river, I went to NUI which is the university the seniors are studying at. It is a comfortable, modern and beautiful place, not far away from the Corrib river. It even has a mosque for all Muslims to pray :)

Not long after that, I went back to the house, prepare to pray, al-Mulk and sleep.

Zzzzz...

xxxxx

WHAT HAPPENED TOMORROW? STAY TUNED WITH ME! :D

ponder

Sometimes,
in your lowest moments 
when you feel most helpless
Allah reveals a treasure to you 
when you least expect it.

It might be a friendship that blossom
because of a need
a deeper insight into life's meanings
a sudden attachment to the Quran
a tear that you learn to shed in supplication
etc.

But surely,
when Allah takes something away from you
He gives you something greater in it's place.

pray.

Pray when it hurts
When you are so down on your luck
and you want someone to turn to.

Pray when you are happy
When you finally got all that you wanted and even more.

Pray when you are lost and confused
When you have no idea what's right or wrong.

Pray to fill in the spaces, the gaps.
Pray constantly and fervently in search of peace of mind and stability.