Marks.

Kerapkali aku cemburu dengan markah orang lain. Sometimes, I envy my friends that get higher marks than me :( 

Dear Anis, firstly, you should be praiseful to Allah, for at least you don't get the lowest marks. Cuba pandang ke bawah, dan reflect diri.

Secondly, rezeki orang lain lain. Alhamdulillah Allah bagi kat dia rezeki dapat markah tinggi, tapi rezeki aku, insyaAllah Allah akan bagi the most excellent marks during the final exams. Amin.

Thirdly, Allah nak suruh kau berusaha dengan lebih kuat. Jangan lupa, BERDOA. A lot. Dekatkan diri dengan Allah. Pasti ada hikmah Allah tak bagi the best marks untuk aku buat masa skrg. For He knows what is the best for me :)

Fourthly, please don't compared yourself to others when studying. Its okay to compete, but jangan doakan yang tak baik2. If they get higher marks, be happy for them. Kita kan nak sama sama berjaya san graduate right. So, be happy, always :)

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I sighed. I complained. "Why did Allah burdened me with something beyond I can bear?" Sometimes, I lose hope, wanna be away from this crowded people and live in my own world. 

But, believe me. Allah give His ujian to His hamba because He cares for us, He still love us. Imagine if you live comfortably in this world, you are in comfort zone without His ujian, He leaves you alone.    You are happy outside, but it was empty inside. 

Indeed, ujian tu pengajaran bagi orang yang beriman. Find the hikmah behind all those ujian that happens to you.