To be a better person.

Assalamualaikum wbt

So today, Ive got positive vibes from my friends and environments by pondering about this temporary life and eternal life hereafter.

CHANGE. It is a simple word but left a very deep meaning to me. This one general word could have variety meaning to other peeps.

I bet everyone in this world would love to change themselves to be a better person. Yeah same goes to me. :)

I wanna change my bad habits
I wanna wake up early in the morning
Go to university early
Active in the class
Not sleepy when lecturer teach in front
Prayer berjemaah with friend
Make a lot of sunnatullah
Smile to everyone
Polite with each other
No jealousy among friends
Can get mumtaz continuosly
Respect older people
And too many to mention i bet I cannot even finished my bucketlist tonight :p

So here we are. As an inperfect creation of Allah we demand for too many perfection. We wanna look perfect on peoples eyes but does Allah look at us in the same way? Indeed pleasing human is very difficult, pleasing Allah is the easiest. 

Arab Lughah Jannah.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

So today, I have learned something which can motivate me to explore the Arab Ammi in Egypt. Currently I am a preclinical 2nd year dentistry and guess what, I will enter clinical year next year. Time flies, right? 

So by having to deal with arabic, his teeth, behaviour and dx cultures, I guess I need to put a little more extra effort for my clinical year soon.

So Ive decided to enter ammi's class this year. InsyaAllah I can learn quickly if I tajdid niat to learn ammi. May single times I spent to gain knowledge will be rewarded by Allah. Aminnn.

time is gold?

Assalamualaikum wbt.

So here's my new post.
Time is gold?
Why does time has to fly so fast
I can still feel that it was yesterday I went back to Malaysia
Now it's already about 2 months Im here
How time flies :(

Friendship.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

One thing that concern me the most today. FRIENDS.

I have been far away from my family since I am 13yo. I know very well how friends can influence our life. How do I know? Because I have already experienced all type of sweet and sour of friendship(smile). 

Currently I am studying dentistry in Egypt. Being far far away from my family, guess who are the person whom I am closest to, always being with them, studying together, eating together and spend time a lot? They are like my second family here. Who are them? Friends :) Yes they are.

BUT, how was your reaction when they betray you at the back? When they pretend to be very polite and close to you in front, but mocking you at the back. It was sad right? Who doesnt hurt when we have friends like this :')

Once I have experienced one friend who is one of my "bestfriend". She is very close to me. Being together everywhere, anywhere and wherever. But someday, she shows me her truself. For two years of our friendship, she finally bombed out all of her unsatisfied things about me by a letter with 5 pages, with red ball pen. It was about 1/2 weeks before SPM examination. I couldn't even finished reading her letter because every word she said, is killing me. And it was harsh for me for someone who is my bestfriend.

So, please. Whoever I may have known for 20yo living in this world, please. Appreciate your friend. If you found someone who truly cares for you, dont ever leave her. Because a girl's heart is very fragile. Believe me, I am easily touched over a small little thing. Maybe that's why Allah has stated in Al-Quran to not ever hurt womens feelings.

Stay strong.